How much are you supposed to be able to talk to the person you're with?
How much are you supposed to just shut up and deal with it on your own?
How much are you just supposed to suck it up when it hurts?
How much are you supposed to allow another person to do for you?
How much are you supposed to do for yourself?
How do you know if where you're at is where you're supposed to be?
How do you know if that hard thing that keeps nagging at your mind is the "right" hard thing that you're supposed to be doing???
I have no answers, but the questions tonight are endless, and I feel so very much alone.
